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Freshmen year is over.

May. 2nd, 2011 | 03:46 am

I have four exams in the two weeks and I'm done. I absolutely cannot wait. I don't know what to do this summer since I will not be going back to the summer camp, but I am excited. I really hope to get a real job where I can make some good ca$h money. It'll probably be as a server, but I am excited nonetheless!
Ken and I officially broke up a 2 weeks ago. I'm not gonna lie- it hurt. I loved him, but I had to let him go. He attempted suicide not too long ago and it was just too much to handle. Everything seemed to go downhill after that and all he did was yell at me. I love and care about him with all my being, but I have to care and love myself. It felt like no one was caring about me near the end.. so I had to end it.
It's 4am and I'm rambling. Stupid studying.

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Apr. 27th, 2011 | 09:51 pm

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

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Dec. 13th, 2010 | 10:48 pm

This is finals week. I've taken two. Today was Chemistry. It wasn't bad. It was actually kinda fun. I like Chemistry.
Cameron broke up with me the other night. Last night actually. Around 2am. We lasted 2 months and 9 days. My heart is a little broken.

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Sep. 17th, 2010 | 02:49 am

 I love North Carolina State University. I love bricks. I love walking. I love NCSU football games. I love Coors Light and Bud Light. I love the occasional cigarette. I love summer job friends. I love hometown friends. I love Syme Hall. I love Teaching Fellows. I love super fast internet. I love science classes. I love NCSU boys. I love Port City Java. I love the bell tower. I love the idea of real bells in our bell tower. I love praying in the brick yard. I love free concerts. I love free cups. I love free condoms. I love Chic-fil-a. I love late night walks. I love super cool roommate time. I love cable tv. I love NCSU.

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Aug. 31st, 2010 | 01:26 am

 I thought I could handle not having a real relationship and just fooling around. I may have thought wrong.
I love Chemistry.

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The first step

Jun. 23rd, 2010 | 12:15 am

 Today I listed AEGIS (Accepting and Embracing Gender Identity and Sexuality)as a club I plan to attend for an application for a Big-sib thing for the Teaching Fellows program at N.C. State. I am scared. This is really the first step. There's no turning back now. I just hope I'm accepted by the ones I care about.

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Apr. 11th, 2010 | 10:35 am

 I just have to remember there are only 8 weeks and 3 days left.
Spring break was good. I went fishing 4 times. I caught 4 fish; 3 bass and 1 brim. 
Umm other than that it was movies and painting furniture for the dorm next year.
Oh and my phone broke so I had to give a Verizon person a nice call. They're sending me a new one that should arrive by Wednesday. I'm so full of teen angst.

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whether weather

Feb. 22nd, 2010 | 04:57 pm

This weather is terrible.
I can wait for next month.

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Jan. 7th, 2010 | 05:33 pm

I got a laptop for Christmas and tomorrow is the last day of the semester. I hope it snows. My life is not interesting right now.

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Nov. 4th, 2007 | 06:58 pm

If you add me, I'll add you.

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